A PAGE ON HOW I FEEL DECEMBER 19 2023
IT TOOK UNTIL DAY FIVE BEFORE I COULD DO ANYTHING AT ALL. I DID A TWENTY MINUTE OR LESS CHORE IN THE MORNING MONDAY, YESTERDAY, SEATED. AT FOUR PM OR SO, I DID A STANDING UP CHORE FOR TWENTY OR TWENTY FIVE MINUTES WHICH ENDED UP WITH ME IN BED AND TODAY I AM SPASMING AND COLLAPSED.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO BRING "TO BE RETURNED" ELECTRONIC EQUIPMENT IN TO SOOKE BUT I CANNOT WALK AT ALL UNSUPPORTED.
THIS BRINGS TO MIND THAT WHEN THE POLICE, BY-LAW OR SHERIFFS COME HERE I HAVE TO STAND UNSUPPORTED.
IT IS NO WONDER THAT I COLLAPSE THEN AND I BEGIN TO COLLAPSE WHEN I FEAR THAT THEY WILL ARRIVE AND I WILL HAVE TO STAND AND I WILL COLLAPSE INTO MANY DAYS OR MONTHS OF VIRTUAL PARALYSIS.
PEOPLE MIGHT WONDER WHY I WILL NOT SEE MY BROTHER OR MY SON'S WIFE OR MY EX-WIFE. IT IS BECAUSE I FEAR THAT I WILL COLLAPSE AND BE DISABLED FOR DAYS, OR EVEN MONTHS.